The past week has been a whirlwind of activity -- specifically, Jonathan has had many doctors' appointments and exams. He's been diagnosed with congenital muscular torticollis (CMT) and plagiocephaly.
Joe and I noticed some ear misalignment and odd head shape for Jonathan as early as six weeks. I mentioned our concerns to the pediatrician we saw -- not his normal doc -- at his first round of immunizations. She suggested I place Jonathan to sleep on his side and said the symptoms we saw did not seem serious. Over the past month, Jonathan's condition has only worsened. We noticied he resists moving his head to the left and his forehead has begun to protrude on his right side. I made an appointment with his regular pedi to ask her opinion -- and I'm so, so glad I didn't wait until his next appointment.
Jonathan does not have a full range of motion for his neck due to torticollis. The condition occurs when the muscle that runs up and toward the back of baby's neck (sternocleidomastoid muscle) is shortened. It causes the head to tilt and baby to be unable to fully move his head toward the affected side.
Because of the torticollis and his limited range of motion, Jonathan has also developed plagiocephaly -- an abnormal head shape with flattening of the skull. Jonathan's plagiocephaly is positional since he favors his right side when sleeping, playing on the floor, and sitting in the car seat and swing.
So we begin physical therapy Friday for the torticollis. With increased range of motion, Jonathan should be able to overcome favoring his right side -- hopefully in time to make a difference in his head shape. If he doesn't show good progress in the next four weeks, though...well, he'll need a helmet. Oh, my heart aches just thinking about Jonathan needing a helmet, but I'm beginning to accept the worst case scenerio. We met with a clinician for
Cranial Technologies' DOC band yesterday and had some preliminary measurements taken. Jonathan's cranial vault asymmetry is 16mm -- considered fairly severe. It's unlikely therapy alone will correct it. The clinician also noticed some facial asymmetry that Joe and I hadn't. Jonathan's right cheek, jaw, and eye are moving forward of his left, which could lead to vision issues and chewing issues if left untreated.
In explaining the details, I feel so matter of fact -- at least now. I'm over the initial emotional response. Of course, no one wants something to be wrong with their child. And in some ways, I feel guilty. Did I do something that caused or worsened the torticollis and plagiocephaly? Is it related to the medications I continued during the pregnancy or the excess amniotic fluid we battled in the second and third trimesters? Did I not rotate Jonathan enough in his crib or in feeding positions? Am I a bad mom for not wanting my son to be as cute as possible? Am I vain for worrying about the stares and questions if Jonathan gets a helmet?
Yep, these are the questions that keep spinning through my head.
We have an appointment with another provider of cranial othoses on Thursday. For now, I'm researching and learning as much as possible to help Jonathan.